So to start off this blog post, I'd like to first say, God is good!! I recently went to Bama for a youth revival, and it was the greatest weekend 2017 has had to offer so far. I seen God working in many lives, and even my own life. There were a few saved and thank you Lord for that. But today I'd like to tell everyone my experience.
In one of my recent blogs I told everyone about some guy trouble I had a few months ago. Man it hit me hard. I've never shed so many unnecessary tears, or even cried alone in my closet at night. Yes, as girls we think this will be the biggest problem we will ever have. Let me say, it's not. I promise. This past weekend God really pressured me about it, and yes the guy that broke me was there. But seeing him happy with the decision that was made, made me come to the realization that God didn't want it and I had to accept it. Although it was Friday night, and I still didn't want to stop trying. That night a lady told us a story about how she was ungrateful for what she had. She took for granted what she had, instead of being thankful for just what God had given her. This kept me up a while that night. I pondered for a while on the thought that maybe I should be thankful for what I have to. And that is in God alone. No guy could ever give me the happiness that God can offer. As girls, we so often think that if we find the perfect guy that life will be all joy and love. NO! Absolutely not.
So long story short, those three months that me and "the guy" weren't talking, I went into depression. No, no one knew but me. I listened to the absolute WORST music ever and never thought to be thankful for life. I thought what's the point in living, he thinks I'm ugly, so that must mean every guy thinks I'm ugly. I had just came to the realization that I was plain ugly. Everyday I'd say to myself no guy will ever love me. Girls please don't do this. If you're like I was, take it to God. He will pull you through. I have been in church my whole life and I'm just now realizing I only need HIM!
Saturday morning I told the Lord I'd wait on Him to send me someone, and that's what I'm doing. For now, I'm seeking him through his word and prayer everyday. I encourage you to do the same. The Lord has done TOO much for us, for we as Christian's to treat him like dirt. Let me also say if you have not received him as your personal savior, you should. It's the best thing that will ever happen to you! If you need any help with that you can definitely email me about it: Tatumchavis@gmail.com.
Well, I most certainly hope that some of you got something out of that. I don't want to see anyone in the state I was in. It's a truly sad situation. Thank you for reading! XOXO, Tatum!
Romans 8:28.
P.s. I look rough in these because I cried SO much this morning. Just excuse the mess.😂
In one of my recent blogs I told everyone about some guy trouble I had a few months ago. Man it hit me hard. I've never shed so many unnecessary tears, or even cried alone in my closet at night. Yes, as girls we think this will be the biggest problem we will ever have. Let me say, it's not. I promise. This past weekend God really pressured me about it, and yes the guy that broke me was there. But seeing him happy with the decision that was made, made me come to the realization that God didn't want it and I had to accept it. Although it was Friday night, and I still didn't want to stop trying. That night a lady told us a story about how she was ungrateful for what she had. She took for granted what she had, instead of being thankful for just what God had given her. This kept me up a while that night. I pondered for a while on the thought that maybe I should be thankful for what I have to. And that is in God alone. No guy could ever give me the happiness that God can offer. As girls, we so often think that if we find the perfect guy that life will be all joy and love. NO! Absolutely not.
So long story short, those three months that me and "the guy" weren't talking, I went into depression. No, no one knew but me. I listened to the absolute WORST music ever and never thought to be thankful for life. I thought what's the point in living, he thinks I'm ugly, so that must mean every guy thinks I'm ugly. I had just came to the realization that I was plain ugly. Everyday I'd say to myself no guy will ever love me. Girls please don't do this. If you're like I was, take it to God. He will pull you through. I have been in church my whole life and I'm just now realizing I only need HIM!
Saturday morning I told the Lord I'd wait on Him to send me someone, and that's what I'm doing. For now, I'm seeking him through his word and prayer everyday. I encourage you to do the same. The Lord has done TOO much for us, for we as Christian's to treat him like dirt. Let me also say if you have not received him as your personal savior, you should. It's the best thing that will ever happen to you! If you need any help with that you can definitely email me about it: Tatumchavis@gmail.com.
Well, I most certainly hope that some of you got something out of that. I don't want to see anyone in the state I was in. It's a truly sad situation. Thank you for reading! XOXO, Tatum!
Romans 8:28.
P.s. I look rough in these because I cried SO much this morning. Just excuse the mess.😂
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